I’m a bisexual boy, but I never told anyone else. Until I graduated from senior high school, no one knows my secret. I’m very diffidence and have few friends. So, I have no girlfriend in past years.
I have a plan to my future. To be the “S-Bisexual”, it means “straight-bisexual”. I will not come out in the future. I may have a girlfriend after graduating from university. Then we will get married and have several babies. I think I can be loyal to my partner.
But everything have changed at the second weeks of the vacation. All my friends (in fact only two) invite me to join a party. It is said only under 20 year old youth could join. The address is the park at the east of our small town. I can drive there in 20 minutes. Maybe I should release myself at this time, I think so. And I promised my friends I will arrived there on time.
It’s really a big party. Almost 40 guys there when I arrived. I am familiar with half of them. Because they are my schoolmate. I greet them and look around the same time. A girl catch my attention. She is about 5’7’’. Really a hot girl and she is looking at me that time. Suddenly my heart beat very fast, “I must date with her” the thought filled up my mind. The party will last to tomorrow morning, I have many chances to talk to her.
Time: 1:15 AM.
Place: at some corner of the park.
Finally, I kiss her lips. “I’m a lesbian” she said. “I’m….” I want to respond some words, but I cannot say a word. I just look at her, I know she must have something to say. “I have a girlfriend, she is not a lesbian but a bisexual. She said that love you for a long time. I don’t want lose her, so I want to try if I could date with you. Do you want a threesome?” Her words is just like a bomb explode in my mind. At the moment I know our story are just begin.
If you meet a bisexual/gay/lesbian luckily and he/she is very enthusiasm, please don’t lie to him/her. Because they didn’t get hurt from the world before. I think you would not like to be the first one to hurt them. The reason why I make the conclusion is less people could keep enthusiasm to others, if he/she ever have been hurt. Do you agree with me?
LGBT happened to be the groups are easier get hurt. Why? Please listen to me.
If you ever have met bisexual/gay/lesbian, you may know the plight of LGBT groups more or less. Obviously, it couldn’t be very good. I’m thinking about why so many people said that bisexual are promiscuous. The viewpoint must be wrong even if without proving. We couldn’t depend on few rumors to judge a group is good or not. We have given LGBT groups lots of hurt, please stop hurting them by your words.
Gay and lesbian usually loyal to a relationship. They just like lonely cheetah walking in boundless prairie. Waiting for partner appears at any moment. You may want to contradict me that there are many gay and lesbian communities for gay and lesbian to meet a relationship. But how do you know what they encountered is not an accident. True love is the most mysterious thing in the world. Few lucky guys can get it. Every times when you meet a stranger is a chance to get true love. How do you control yourself don’t chase it? This is the reason why gay/lesbian all most enthusiasm to every relationship.
Have you ever thought that you or your family members are bisexual, gay? My answer is no, I didn’t think about this. But it was happened in my life. My sister is lesbian.
I’m straight, but I don’t reject bisexual or gay/lesbian at all. I knew she is lesbian since 3 years ago. I love my sister very much and I want she can have a happiness life. But if she is a lesbian, it becomes harder.
At first, our parents could hardly to accept it. They all love her very much. Our parents don’t expect my sister have a rich life but just want she lives as a normal girl. But things go contrary to their wishes. She is born to special. We find it out years later. It do not affect that my sister become an excellent daughter. She love our parents very much and very optimistic. She always said to me “it’s nothing to be a lesbian”.
I saw her “girlfriends” several times. They are all nice girl, beautiful and smart. I am willing to stay with them. My sister call their love “Platonic Love”. She have a clear plan to her future. At first, graduate from university. Second, looking for a job to make some money. Third, live with her “girlfriends”. It sound very easy, does it?
My sister is lucky, because she meet few “girlfriends” at school. It saves her a lot of time to looking for another lesbian. They are coming from different places. They get together because they have the same dreams. I knew LGBT groups from my sister and I searched much information on internet. So I knew the situation of LGBT groups very much even if I’m not belong to LGBT. Many youths too impatient to wait to come out as bisexual or gay/lesbian. Because it sound very cool, I think so. Most of them could be called “Bi-curious, Gay/Lesbian-curious” my sister said. It’s doesn’t difficult to resolution it. They can hardly to keeps a relationship for a long time. Generally, they will finish a relationship in 1-3 months. It make people feel that bisexual, lesbian/gay are disloyal to a relationship.
There are a lot of lesbian/gay, bisexual people like my sister in the world. I don’t know how does my parents will deal with the problem? It is hardly to think about. But there is a rule between families; that is “Love can defeat anything”.